en_tn_condensed/2ch/01/11.md

Because this was in your heart

Here "heart" represents desire. Alternate translation: "Because this was your desire" or "Because this is what you wanted" (See: rc://en/ta/man/jit/figs-metonymy)

nor for the life of those who hate you

"nor to be able to defeat those who hate you" or "nor to be able to kill your enemies"