# At my first defense
"When I first appeared in court and explained my actions"
# no one stood with me
"no one stayed with me and helped me"
# May it not be counted against them
This can be stated in active form. Alternate translation: "May God not count it against them" or "I pray that God does not punish those believers for leaving me" (See: [[rc://en/ta/man/jit/figs-activepassive]])